Dear God,
If I ever needed you, I need you now. I need to know that you are here with me and that I am making the right decisions. I am exhausted, I have no one in my life that I can count on, if its true that you are here I need you now. Please God, help me. I can no longer continue to pay for mistakes I made in my past. I can not go through life being a tortured soul. If there is something I need to be doing to make things right for myself and my children, please, show me the way. I need to be forgiven and I need to know you are here for me. I need to be forgiven. I need to be forgiven. I NEED to be forgiven.
